I've offically signed up for BEAR PRIDE 18 in chicago which is in May of next year!!! I'm going to get there...I'm going to have the cash saved up, and more importantly, I'm going to be in shape. I'm watching what I'm eatting and I'm concentrating on keeping myself in shape and really feeling good about myself.
Here are my goals:
1. to have up to $3,000 bucks saved up
2, to be down to 260 pounds
I know I can do it. I have faith in myself that I'll be able to do both my goals..plus I've got 6 months to accomplish my goals..So I've got more then enough time to do it.
Man...I can't wait..to be surranded by fellow bears, cub, chasers, and others like me. To feel happy and free again. To feel sexy again..and perhaps this time..i'll hook up with more guys..
I still wonder whats going to happen between Anthony and I. Are we just going to be friends? Does he want anything more? I'm slowly working up the courage to ask him. I've dropped hints here and there about using the term boyfriend or "bearfriend"..I like that..but my friends are telling me not to think too far into the future about this..and to just take it slow..
ha..I guess I'm still thinking that my life is like a stupid coming of age romantic comedy.
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